Sweet Surrender

Sweet Surrender,
How good it feels to drop my defense
to finally leave myself vulnerable to you and your loving caress
so hard it has been to let go and be out of that place,
Of guarding,of fear,always trying to escape
it took me too long to come to acceptance
that i deserve to be loved,
instead of forcing myself to first seek penance,
but none of that matters now because this feel true,
even if its not forever,
i couldn't ask for anything more than to love and be loved by you.